I am days away from my 22nd birthday.
Do I feel old? No.
Am I nostalgic? Not really.
Am I scared? Scared to death.
I have been wrestling myself lately. My dreams are slowly coming true right before my eyes, but I am still almost crippled by doubts that I'm not doing right in God's eyes. That every decision I make is wrong, a setback, a disgrace to God. These are all Satan's designs, I recognize them. They make me incredibly fickle, my stomach's in knots, and I don't like it. I need a stronger prayer life. My defenses are weakened.
JT and I went on a prayer walk last night. We prayed for renewed hope, a clear future, the fruits of the spirit, and for all of our loved ones who are suffering right now. There are a lot! My emotions are a roller coaster right now. You lucky readers have the privilege of experiencing the highs and lows of LB's inner workings.
I am confident that I will follow up this post with a "what was I thinking?", even delete it. But I have to be bare and honest right now.
"His power is made perfect in weakness." Someday I will see how his power is being perfected in me! :)
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Proverbs 3:5-6 try it you'll like it!
You're my beloved you're my friend, to sing over you is my delight.....
Come away with me my love...
Under my mercy come unwaved, til you are standing face to face, i see no stain on you my child.....
You're beautiful to me, so beautiful to me....
I sing over you my song of peace, cast all your cares down at my feet....
Come and find your rest in me....
I'll breathe my life inside of you, i'll bare you up on eagles wings, and hide you in the shadow of my strength....
I'll take you to my quiet waters, i'll restore your soul; come rest in me and be made whole....
You're my beloved, you're pride, to sing over you is my delight, come away with me love....
i love you ;) im praying for you!
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